Well it's official- My summer is over. I saw underworld last night with M, C, F and B at Shoreline. Those Vampires sucked (no pun intended) and none of the traditional things that made them vampires were included. (Except for the sunlight killing them) They had reflections and there was no mention of crosses or garlic! The Werewolves were ok but really now the storyline could have been cleaned up a bit more. AGh, afterwards we stood in the parking lot talking about movies and whatnot- Has anyone seen the Japanese movie Audition? B said it was pretty scary. We finally decided to go when the theater turned the lights off in the parking lot around 1 am. Actually we continued talking until 1:30 but eventually broke up. I walked B to his car and he drove me back to mine. I kissed him good bye and as I was getting out of the car he said, "You know I'm leaving tomorrow" I turned and stared at him for awhile. "I know." Silence on his end, "What are you trying to say?" He shakes his head in thought and my heart is breaking because I want him to say something- SAY ANYTHING! There's a weight then seems to be pulling me from within my chest, pulling me into the ground all the while my head feel like a balloon attached to thin string, ready to float away. I had to lean on the car. "What do you want to do?" " I don't know" "I know you're leaving tomorrow. And we haven't resolved anything" "I know" "We could pretend that this summer never happend, That we never saw each other" silence. I climbed back in the car and kissed him one last time - sweet and sad. I didn't cry then but I'm pretty damn close now. "Good night B" "Good night"


I didn't say good bye, I only said good night.

i love you.
—ranor on 2003-09-21 06:38:57

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