I went out with some of the guys last night. B, E, F and M. I was suppose to meet up with B at the Tapioca Express half an hour before everyone else. But he forgot or got confused and was still at home even at 8:00pm when they all should have been there. Ed was running even later than the rest of them were so I chilled by myself at the LAN Center (Locate Area Network) I tried playing CS (Counter-Strike) on my own but it took me forever to just get through basic training. (Which I never actually got through) There were some problems with my computer so it kept shutting down but the guy working there was really nice and helpd me out. The first guy working there was an asshole though. I think he was ignoring just because I lack a penis. Fucktard. B sat next to me but the other guys had to move down because there was another person at one of the stations already. My time ran out before theirs because I had started way before them. I wasn't any good- every now and then I would kill off someone but I pretty much was clueless. I could get into those games if I had the time to play all day.

I found out that he does smoke. And he drinks- only socially though. I wonder if he only smokes cigarettes. sigh- I'm lowering my standards. I should know better. But he's B. What am I suppose to do? bleh bleh bleh. I guess it doesn't really matter though. He's leaving and we were just fooling around for the summer, right? So why do I feel slightly used, kinda pathetic and totally heartbroken?


DIPSHIT DIPSHIT DIPSHIT

mmm... nicotine... not really. but i would date a guy who smokes if he gave good head. hey now, don't give me that look! i'm only joking. but seriously. i would date a guy who smokes only if he looks sexy while doing it. because damn, some people look really fucking hot when they smoke. like james dean. i concede james dean is hot regardless, but he looks particularly fuckable when he's got a phallic cigarette in his mouth. that closeted hollywood bastard.
—ranor on 2003-09-18 11:37:40

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